{"id":113,"date":"2022-11-21T01:07:37","date_gmt":"2022-11-21T01:07:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/aliceconstantinescu.ro\/?page_id=113"},"modified":"2023-09-13T11:15:00","modified_gmt":"2023-09-13T11:15:00","slug":"poeme","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"http:\/\/aliceconstantinescu.ro\/index.php\/poeme\/","title":{"rendered":"Poeme"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">rug\u0103<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0103 sprijin de-un col\u021b de rai<br>cu v\u00e2rful degetului mic de la picior.<br>m\u0103 \u021bin de-un cap\u0103t de pai<br>\u0219i m\u0103 rog cerului s\u0103 nu cad iar \u00een dor.<br>dar<br>degetul mic a obosit<br>\u0219i-i cer p\u0103m\u00e2ntului: prinde-m\u0103,<br>s\u0103 nu m\u0103 la\u0219i<br>s\u0103 cad<br>s\u0103 mor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">amintire cu statui<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>c\u00e2nd eram mic\u0103<br>credeam c\u0103 statuile au fost oameni. \u0219i apoi au \u00eempietrit.<br>mai voiam s\u0103 cred c\u0103 \u00eempietresc \u00een pozi\u021bia lor favorit\u0103,<br>cu perechea lor statuie.<br>dar am crescut<br>\u0219i am v\u0103zut c\u0103 de multe ori nu \u00eempietrim c\u00e2nd ne-am dori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">zile bune<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>uneori ai timp de-un palane\u021b<br>uneori ai bani de dat unei v\u00e2nz\u0103toare de narcise \u00eentr-un Panemar<br>uneori stai la coad\u0103 o or\u0103, dar sim\u021bi c\u0103 au trecut 4 minute \u0219i 58 de secunde<br>ai r\u0103gaz s\u0103 alegi dac\u0103 s\u0103 iei o cafea, s\u0103 te cafele\u0219ti<br>sau s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi faci un ceai \u0219i s\u0103 nu te g\u00e2nde\u0219ti<br>la ce ai de f\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">transform\u0103ri<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>poate nimic nu e ceea ce pare<br>mai mult ca sigur, de fapt, tot ce faci e o \u00eent\u00e2mplare:<br>mai multe momente puse cap-la-cap<br>sau coad\u0103-la-coad\u0103<br>nicidecum \u00eenceput-final <br>c\u0103ci nimic nu se sf\u00e2r\u0219e\u0219te, totul se transform\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">astenie<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>prim\u0103vara caut designer de lini\u0219ti interioare.<br>caut combina\u021bia perfect\u0103 de culori CMYK<br>\u0219i \u2013 culmea \u2013 o caut pe o pagin\u0103 web.<br>\u00een p\u00e2nza asta m-am prins \u2013 g\u00e2nganie f\u0103r\u0103 de sc\u0103pare<br>\u0219i m\u0103 zbat.<br>\u201ede tine nu se lipe\u0219te nimic\u201d<br>iat\u0103 c\u0103 se lipe\u0219te translucid p\u00e2nza p\u0103ianjenului mare ca o \u00eenchisoare pentru inspira\u021bia ce nu-\u0219i mai g\u0103se\u0219te aripi s\u0103 zboare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">zile rele<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>mi-e r\u0103u de at\u00e2ta bine<br>pe care \u00eel trec cu vederea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>repet \u00eentr-una c\u0103 mi-e r\u0103u<br>r\u0103u r\u0103u r\u0103u r\u0103u r\u0103u r\u0103u<br>p\u00e2n\u0103 o s\u0103 fac un <em>typo<\/em> \u0219i o s\u0103-mi fie r\u00e2u,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>r\u0103\u021bu\u0219c\u0103,<br>r\u0103muric\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-28f84493 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\">\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">mai spune-mi ceva &#8211;<\/h2>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">nu m\u0103 l\u0103sa s\u0103 plec,\nnu l\u0103sa t\u0103cerea s\u0103 ne cuprind\u0103 pe am\u00e2ndoi. \ns\u0103 ne prefacem ca nu ai f\u0103cut asta deja. \nmai spune-mi \ndespre noi. \nmai c\u00e2nt\u0103-mi un refren din piesa care \u0219tii c\u0103-mi place a\u0219a mult. \n\nnu m\u0103 uita \u2013 florile nu pot fi uitate.\nnu m\u0103 cuprinde-n bra\u021be doar ca s\u0103 m\u0103 arunci t\u0103cut \u00een spate \n\u0219i apoi s\u0103 pleci.\nr\u0103m\u00e2i aici \u0219i las\u0103-\u021bi capul pe umerii mei reci. \nspune-mi orice \u2013 te cred oricum, \npentru c\u0103 sunt doar un copil naiv care adoarme acum, \ncare a\u0219teapt\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eei spui \nc\u0103 luna e pe cer \nc\u00e2nd soare nu-i... \n\u0219i alte pove\u0219ti cu care mi-ai mai \u00eenchis ochii de at\u00e2tea ori.\n\nnu \u00eentoarce spatele unei prietenii. \n\u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi aminte\u0219ti de unde am plecat, \ncum ne-am cunoscut de mici copii \n\u00een gr\u0103dina dintre casa mea \u0219i a ta. \u0219i de atunci am fost doar noi, \ndoar tu \u0219i eu \u0219i eu \u0219i tu \n\u00eentotdeauna \u0219i mereu \n\n- doar da \u0219i niciodat\u0103 nu.\n<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">realitate<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>putem lansa avioane de h\u00e2rtie care s\u0103-nconjoare p\u0103m\u00e2ntul pentru noi. putem pune un sold\u0103\u021bel de lemn s\u0103 conduc\u0103 armata: nimic nu s-ar schimba. putem desena un cerc pe o foaie \u0219i spune c\u0103 aceea este lumea \u2013 ne-ar crede to\u021bi.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>putem scrie despre via\u021b\u0103 printre fumuri de trabuc cubanez. sau daca ne obr\u0103znicim putem sfida sf\u00e2r\u0219itul l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-l \u00eentr-o jum\u0103tate de cuv\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">tu ce crezi?<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">crezi c\u0103 dac\u0103 scrii r\u0103m\u00e2i tot tu odat\u0103 ce ai terminat de scris?\ncrezi c\u0103 nevoia de a pune pe h\u00e2rtie ce ai \u00een minte \nse na\u0219te din descoperirea c\u0103 ai prea mult de spus \u0219i nimeni s\u0103 te asculte?\n<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">mi-a curs pe la col\u021bul gurii un strop de rom\n\u0219i s-a prelins pe tavan.\na curs \u00een sus \u0219i atunci au sunat surd sufletele ce b\u0103teau \u00een inimi. vedeam \u00een ochi (\u0219i nu cu ei ) cum\ncol\u021bul camerei se afunda \u00een podea \nse topea\ncum se topeste c\u0103ldura \u00een \u00eenghe\u021bat\u0103.\na disp\u0103rut o camer\u0103\ndar nimeni nu a observat \npentru c\u0103 oamenii nu aud urechile \u0219optind\n\u0219i ei doar gust\u0103, \u00eenclin\u00e2ndu-\u0219i str\u00e2mb buzele,\nstropul de rom r\u0103mas pe tavan.\n<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">3 a.m.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">cum ar fi dac\u0103 ochii \u0219i inima ar fi \u00een acela\u0219i loc\n\u0219i ai putea s\u0103 vezi ce sim\u021bi\n\u00eentr-o form\u0103 sau alta\n\t\ncum ar fi dac\u0103 inima \u0219i ochii ar fi \u00een acela\u0219i loc \n\u0219i ai putea s\u0103 sim\u021bi ce simt eu c\u00e2nd te v\u0103d\n\ncum ar fi dac\u0103 ai deschide ochii \n\u0219i brusc ai putea s\u0103 iube\u0219ti\ncum nu ai crezut c\u0103 po\u021bi vreodat\u0103\ncum ar fi dac\u0103 \u021bi-ai deschide inima\n\u00een fa\u021ba cuiva ce te-a privit o singur\u0103 dat\u0103\ndar a \u0219tiut cum ar fi dac\u0103 ochii \u0219i inima ar fi \u00een acela\u0219i loc\n<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">am tr\u0103it mort \u0219i am murit viu\nam murit tr\u0103ind \u0219i tr\u0103it murind\nam vorbit t\u0103c\u00e2nd \u0219i t\u0103cut vorbind\nam stat \u00een mers constant constant \nam a\u0219teptat rapid \u0219i m-am gr\u0103bit \u00eencet\nam \u0219tiut f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 am idee \nam g\u00e2ndit f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc\nla ce ar putea s\u0103 fie ce nu e.\n<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">\u021ai-am auzit inima b\u0103t\u00e2nd prin tavanul camerei mele\n\natunci m-am r\u0103sucit \u0219i mi-am pus perna-n cap dar f\u0103r\u0103 niciun rost\n\npentru o clip\u0103 am crezut c\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u0219ti \u00een podea sau te scurgi ca o neru\u0219inat\u0103 prin pere\u021bi\n\nsau poate sunt paranoic \u0219i doar \u021bi-ai dat drumul la inim\u0103 prin conducta de aer condi\u021bionat\n\nla fel cum ai impus f\u0103r\u0103 suflare condi\u021biile acestei asurzitoare prietenii\n\n\u00eenc\u0103 o aud \u0219i simt cum se apropie c\u0103ldura ap\u0103s\u0103toare-i aerul \u00eenchis ca \u00eentr-o camera doar din ferestre imposibil de deschis\n\nm-ai \u00eenchis aici \u0219i ai dat mai tare volumul g\u00e2ndurilor mele\nf\u0103r\u0103 permisiunea mea, \u00eenc\u0103lc\u00e2nd orice drept care ar fi putut s\u0103 fie al meu, dar a fost de fapt condi\u021bionat... de tine.\n<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">orice, dar nu m\u0103runt<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">sunt m\u0103runt - omul m\u0103runt.\npl\u00e2ng \u0219i o lacrim\u0103 m\u0103runt\u0103 curge din ochiul st\u00e2ng \nfiin\u021b\u0103 m\u0103runt\u0103 se apleac\u0103\nfruntea m\u0103runt\u0103-i ajunge la podea\n\u0219i nu vrea\ntotusi s\u0103 dispar\u0103\npentru c\u0103 ea\nfiin\u021ba m\u0103runt\u0103 \ne fiin\u021ba ta.\n\nm\u0103runt rezumat al condi\u021biei umane ocup\u0103 un col\u021b de v\u00e2rf de fil\u0103 \u00eendoit\u0103 de minim 6 ori.\n\nv\u00e2rf de creion m\u0103runt-\nmin\u0103 m\u0103runt\u0103 pe fa\u021ba lui:\nomul m\u0103runt \nse \u00eencrunt\u0103 \nse transform\u0103 \nspr\u00e2ncenele-ntr-un\npunct \n\nrepetare groaznic\u0103 \u00een c\u0103ldura l\u00e2nced\u0103 - fiin\u021ba m\u0103runt\u0103 se scurge cu totul pe o margine de trotuar - dar nu aude nimeni.\n<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">dor<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">mi-e dor de-un timp\npe care nu l-am avut niciodat\u0103,\nde un moment pe care,\nmai mult ca sigur,\nnu am avut ocazia s\u0103-l tr\u0103iesc.\nmi-e dor de cineva cu care\nn-am schimbat nici m\u0103car o privire\nmi-e dor de un glas \nce nu mi-a spus niciodat\u0103 nimic\nmi-e dor de ni\u0219te ochi (verzi)\ncare nu s-au uitat niciodat\u0103 \u00een direc\u021bia mea\nmi-e dor de-un loc prin care\nn-am p\u0103\u0219it \u00een nicio sear\u0103\ndin toate c\u00e2te au fost\nmi-e dor de o atingere pe care\nniciodat\u0103 n-am sim\u021bit-o p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t\nmi-e dor de poeziile care\nn-au rimat niciodat\u0103\n\u0219i de \u0219oaptele pe care \nnu le-a rostit nimeni cu adev\u0103rat\nde r\u00e2sul pe care nu l-am auzit nici p\u00e2n\u0103 azi\n\nmi-e dor\nmi-e foarte dor\nde cas\u0103.\n<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">cas\u0103<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">cas\u0103, ce faci cu acoperi\u0219ul pe moarte?\nnu vezi cum pl\u00e2ngi \u0219i \u021biglele cad \u2013 \ncu sutele cad \u2013 \u0219i se f\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103 \u00een \nasfaltul \u00eemp\u00e2nzit de buruieni?\ncas\u0103, ce faci cu ferestrele sparte?\nnu sim\u021bi cum \u00eentr\u0103 v\u00e2ntul\n\u0219i crap\u0103 oglinzile \u2013 nu \u021bi-e frig, cas\u0103?\n\ncas\u0103, ce faci cu burlanele pline de\ncioburi (\u00een) care odat\u0103 au fost,\nla r\u00e2ndul lor, case?\nnou auzi cum ciripitul, ce c\u00e2nta\nodat\u0103 vesel, nu mai este?\nnici nu se mai ascunde printre\ngrinzi\nnici nu se mai zbate vreun pui de\nr\u00e2ndunic\u0103 dac\u0103 vrei s\u0103-l prinzi.\n\ncas\u0103, ce faci cu treptele \u00eennegrite\nde at\u00e2\u021bia pa\u0219i nep\u0103s\u0103tori\ncare au plecat demult \u0219i\nnu s-au mai \u00eentors?\nnu sim\u021bi cum pere\u021bii timpul\n\u021bi i-a \u00eentors pe dos?\n\ncas\u0103, ce faci cu u\u0219a veche r\u0103mas\u0103\nf\u0103r\u0103 clan\u021b\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 vopsea,\nsprijinit\u0103 \u00eentr-o r\u00e2n\u0103, \u00eentr-o balama\n\u0219i ea ruginit\u0103?\nnu inspiri aer rece de vremuri reci\ncu parfum de oameni buni\nce obi\u0219nuiau s\u0103-ncuie de dou\u0103 ori\n\u00eenainte s\u0103 plece departe?\n\n\u0219i totu\u0219i, \n\ncas\u0103, ce faci f\u0103r\u0103 oameni?\n<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">iluzie<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">vorbesc per\u021bii \u0219i tu taci.\nRu\u0219inea coboar\u0103 din col\u021bul tavanului\n(unde \u2013 timp de trei s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni \u2013 a f\u0103cut floare), \n\u00eembib\u00e2nd o lavet\u0103 de pe podeaua\n\u0219ubred\u0103 de sub picioarele tale.\nVorbesc pere\u021bii \u0219i tu taci.\n\u0218oaptele lor \u021bi se plimb\u0103 pe\nspate form\u00e2nd un fior rece ce se\naga\u021b\u0103 de tine \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 te\nfac\u0103 s\u0103 sco\u021bi un sunet. Nimic!\nVorbesc pere\u021bii \u0219i tu taci?\nRespir\u0103 cu greu firele de praf\ndin jurul mobilei, se \u00eeneac\u0103 \u0219i\ntu\u0219esc abrupt pe col\u021bul noptierei\np\u00e2n\u0103 ajung l\u00e2ng\u0103 covor.\nvorbesc pere\u021bii \u0219i tu taci.\n<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">strig\u0103t<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">strig\u0103m:\nne stric\u0103m dup\u0103 oameni\nne arunc\u0103m\n\u00een b\u0103t\u0103ile inimii ce bate-n noi\ndoar pentru voi\nnu mai suntem reali\nsuntem goi.\nsuntem defec\u021bi.\nurl\u0103m:  \nne prefacem c\u0103 \u00eenaint\u0103m\nmergem doar spre nord\nc\u00e2nd de fapt\ncoarda noastr\u0103 nu c\u00e2nt\u0103 niciun acord\ncunoscut.\nfacem din insulte, cuvinte\nun scut\nne-ap\u0103r\u0103m de fra\u021bi \u0219i surori\nnu ne pas\u0103 de ei,\nnu ne pas\u0103 de noi.\n\u0219i strig\u0103m:\nne stric\u0103m dup\u0103 oameni\nne schimb\u0103m,\nideile noastre devin ale lor\n\u0219i iubirea de alt\u0103dat\u0103 se preface \u00een dor...\nmi-a fost dor\nmult prea dor \nde fiin\u021be ce nu au\nniciun rost\nc\u0103rora le-am dat via\u021ba mea\ngratis, ca un prost\nce am fost\n\u0219i-acum regret\nc\u0103 nicic\u00e2nd n-am g\u00e2ndit\nc\u0103 poate ei au un defect:\nei tr\u0103iesc,\nrespir\u0103, se-nfrupt\u0103 din noi, se hr\u0103nesc\ndoar cu emo\u021biile noastre\nce cu greu cresc\n\u00een suflete\n\u0219i odat\u0103 rupte, ofilite, fr\u00e2nte\nnu mai reies.\ndintr-un sol \u00een\u0219elat \u2013 \n\u00eengr\u0103\u0219at\nartificial\ncu scuze \u0219i f\u0103r\u0103 habar\nc\u0103 s-ar\nputea \u00eeneca\n\u00een lacrimi \u0219i p\u0103reri de r\u0103u\n\u00eemi pare r\u0103u...\nc\u0103 nu-mi pare bine\nca dup\u0103 at\u00e2ta timp de \u021binut\ndoar la tine\nam r\u0103mas o inima-n vid\n\u00eenc\u0103 b\u0103t\u00e2nd \u2013 dar de data aceasta \u2013 b\u0103t\u00e2nd \ndoar pentru mine.\n<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>rug\u0103 m\u0103 sprijin de-un col\u021b de raicu v\u00e2rful degetului mic de la picior.m\u0103 \u021bin de-un cap\u0103t de pai\u0219i m\u0103 rog cerului s\u0103 nu cad iar \u00een dor.dardegetul mic a obosit\u0219i-i cer p\u0103m\u00e2ntului: prinde-m\u0103,s\u0103 nu m\u0103 la\u0219is\u0103 cads\u0103 mor. amintire cu statui c\u00e2nd eram mic\u0103credeam c\u0103 statuile au fost oameni. \u0219i apoi au \u00eempietrit.mai voiam s\u0103 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-113","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/aliceconstantinescu.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/113","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/aliceconstantinescu.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/aliceconstantinescu.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aliceconstantinescu.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aliceconstantinescu.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=113"}],"version-history":[{"count":18,"href":"http:\/\/aliceconstantinescu.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/113\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":477,"href":"http:\/\/aliceconstantinescu.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/113\/revisions\/477"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/aliceconstantinescu.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=113"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}